Outstanding pieces of my life dangling out there work, money, people I care about dearly, all out of my control and for the first time in my life I feel ok with it. I'm not freaking out, I'm sitting in it, waiting to see what happens next, maybe a check will show up, maybe the yoga dialouge I'm trying to memorize will finally stick, maybe someone will pick up a phone to talk about what's going on. Each thing will happen in its own time so for now I wait and carry on with other pieces of my life.
Speaking of which, I returned to Bikram, last night I took a class and this morning at 6:30am I took another class. Bikram really is my yoga, it feels like my spot. Yes, I'm happy to be back. This week I am adjusting in vinyasa class at YTTP on Thursday at 6 and Saturday at 5. So feel free to come out, it's on St Marks Place.
Tonight I begin working steps with my sponsee!! What a gift. I can't believe this is about to begin, I'm so excited, see when one part of your life is a bit off, god gives you sponsees to set you back where you're supposed to be focused. I've always heard that but didn't get it until a few weeks ago. Now that she is ready to really begin the work it's all coming together in a beautiful ballet of timing.
Today I have a lot of work work to do so I'm trying to stay focused, once again falling into the category of I can only do what I can do, if people aren't returning my emails and calls I wait for them and focus on something else until they surface.
I guess today's theme is just being ok with where you are today. Yes, we need to get our taxes done and that sucks. But everything will be taken care of, I know that it's not the end of the world if everything doesn't happen exactly in the moment I want it to happen (hello self will). Sometimes we just need to sit in it a bit, be ok and let things take the course they were meant to take.
Have a good Tuesday, is it Tuesday?
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