Soul Lessons

Everything happens exactly as it should, we are all on a path, I believe before we join this human experience our soul commits to a path, with the objective to learn and grow from lessons we failed to learn on our last journey, we grow when we hopefully achieve our pre-arranged goals and continue on to the next level. 

I was not born knowing this information, my beliefs are based on many years of acquiring knowledge from spirits more evolved than myself.

Faith is why I believe in all of this, my parents bestowed on me the middle name of Faith and for years I had none.  It was only when I returned to my path in 2009 that I began my true journey to understand what my purpose is while I'm in our human world.

I truly believe that my first step was getting sober, it was only through that small amount of clarity at 6 months of sobriety I was able to accept with real understanding the growth on my brain.  Through that beautiful gift I was able understand how important it was to not sweat the small stuff, be grateful for life and in that begin a journey to seek myself.  This is all very easy to forget by the way, we are all a work in progress. 

With the gift of sobriety and a brain cyst I was able to move forward, understanding that being of service to others was important and made me feel good.  I tried to be of service while seeking more information on how to be further in touch with the god of my understanding, building my faith in something bigger than myself.

Later I could detach from people, places and things with love, while slowly beginning to love myself.  

The past three years have been a challenging part of my journey, with my faith I was able to make a huge move to Detroit and spend quality time building important relationships with my Grandmother and Father, relationships I always wanted as a child but unfortunately couldn't have until now.  

I opened my heart and was able to love someone as a sober woman, but lost myself along the way reverting back to fear which ruled many of my relationships in the past and complacency which also sprung up from past experiences I didn't out grow.  I lost my Grandmother, and only because of a return to my spiritual work I was able to accept her death and be present for myself, my Grandmother and my family. 

I lost my love, which was and is painful, through this lI learned that the true loss I had suffered was within myself and leaving gave me the gift of returning to the piece of my life that helps keep me on my spiritual path.  

The understanding of my journey, continuing the work daily, this is what makes me who I am, this work returns me to my path when I step off, it helps me to heal, grow, detach with love and is a constant reminder that my higher power works through me, if I stop the work the darkness grows, you can't have light without dark, but you can decide to continue to shine.